deep inside im FAILED

bismillah...

rase mcm x nk buat intro je..tape kan..xnk buat background emo cm 'haha' 'hehe' pon bleyh kan..sebb...sebb..sebb ak rase nk buat entry yang serius kali nie..ready anak2 pmbca...*agak baku di situ*..

'deep inside im FAILED'

kalau sape2 nk taw ape prasaan ak sk..sila mtk fon ak dan bce diari ak dlm fon..yeah..dats me inside...sedeyh...suka...kecewa...sume ak tulis dlm fon tapi ak taw.korg x kn jupe..sebb itu la satu2 nye tept sume org x taw kecuali DIA kat atas...ALLAH knew everythng...subhanallah...ALLAH bg ujian kat aku sebb ak taw ALLAH nk uji kalau aku kuat atau tidak...insyAllah otak masih waras..fkiran makin matang....

mgkin da tiba masa ak amik siyes pasl hati dan prasaan tapi IM just 20...you just 20 la SIFA nk pkir pasl2 nie...*sigh.

aku pnah bace satu quote kat fb..dye tulis 'mybe theres too much inside ur heart till u cant handle it and u need someone to took it out' and ak absolutely agree pasl tu..mcm ak...ak smpan byk sgt prkara dlm hati smpai satu tahp..okeyh..enough...ak x leyh trima lgi da...haiya..cm mne nk idup 6 taun lg nie sifa oi...kalau da hari2 jupe...mati la cm nie....*tepuk kpla sdiri..

korg pnah x rase mcm nie...mne lg korg rase best...'disukai atau menyukai org'...bg ak..suka org lagi best kot...we had very great feelings but sometimes its killing u silently...yes and now i feel it..its killng myself silently...YA ALLAH...apekah ini ? 

fin.